[ J a y C h o u ]

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[ 盼 望 ]

通常都对旁人说, " 我不盼望些什么．＂
其实都是安慰自己的话．
其实是不想被别人发现．
都是在欺骗自己不想被伤害的心．

看你那么爱他，
连我都败了．

算了，反正都已经给了盼望．
现在应该是时候绝望了吧．
好肤浅．

我好空

[ E x p e c t a t i o n ]

People always expect something.
Good for themselves, sometimes people around them.
Bad for people they hate ( not sure )

They often say " How i wish i could ... How i hope i could ... "
But they always refuse to say " Why don't i just dream on ? "
I mean, life is totally random.
We don't know how long we gonna live in this world.
We will never know who will leave us or when we will leave people
around us.

Now, from what i see.
Life is like,
you get born into this world.
Then raised and taught how to be a "Good" fella, and don't
do the "Bad" things.
Normally, primary then secondary then higher education.
So when we're in primary,
teacher always ask " what's your ambition "
If you can remember what you told your teacher back then,
try to see/think what you're doing now.
Make a very simple comparison.
See if it's the same. Obviously no. Sometimes yes.

What i'm trying to say is,
we're never taught to know how unreal those ambitions were.
It's not wrong to have ambitions.
As we grow older, we progress.
We learn more about this life.
I don't know if there's anything wrong.
But just felt like writing these shits.

Laa ...
Bottom line is,
when you hit rock bottom and you don't know where to go,
what to do, who to trust.
Just learn how to say " Fuck it "
Maybe i sound a bit stupid asking people to do this.
Cuz normally people would think this kind of attitude is being
not responsible, not facing the problem.

My say, being not responsible and being rational at the right situation
is different. Very different.
You can't ask a person that's going to die in the next 1 week to
be responsible and keep fighting for his/her life.
Sometimes when we hit the wall,
we do mistakes.
It's always good to look for solutions and try fixing it again.
But sometime, certain thing ...
I prefer to say " Fuck It " and move on.
Rather than being pathetic and hoping people will
pity me. Hello ?
Got me ?

Expectation often leads to disappointment.
( again, im not asking you to forget about expectation )
But people always tend to forget
that famous word that all Drama/movies like to use.
" The higher your expectation is, the bigger your disappointment will be "
So sometimes, when their expectation never happened they feel " Fucked "
Then they start to feel Emo.
Sitting 1 corner, feeling pissed off, disappointed, sometimes like someone
owe them $10k.

Who taught us about expectation ?
Did he taught us about disappointment ?
But i know it's experience that will teach you how to deal with it.
If someone is seasoned enough, they will be as good as a medium rare steak. Hahaha.
Seasoned in this case simply equals to,
Got disappointed for countless time.

Actually, i don't know what made me write this entry.
I don't know what i said is "Right" or "Wrong"
But that's just my thoughts.
Life is short, Do your best in everything.
Break the rules and make your own rules.
Think out of the box, Look into the box.
Fuck the papers you failed, just make sure you know why you failed.
Not whining about it to everyone you know.
If you were hurt by a Bitch/Dickhead in relationship,
Move on. Why bother wasting your time feeling sad over it ?
Don't be a bitch, Then bitch wont bite you.
You gossip, Gossip you.
You play, Played you.
If you're a man, Do what a man is supposed to do.
If you're a lady, Learn how to do what a man does.
Unwritten rules are bullshits.
Break them, then you break free.

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[ R a i n PT 2 ]

forgotten to mention just now.
DO NOT TRY TO DOWNLOAD JAY'S ALBUM.
TRY TO BUY THE ORI ALBUM.

ONG JIN KHAI's GOT A BLOG !!!!
http://lay-an-jk.blogspot.com !
we aint GAY !
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[ R a i n ]

It has been raining continuously for a few evenings.
And i want to play basketball.
But it just won't stop raining.
Fated to not to exercise ?
WTF ?

Anyways, a little update about my life for the past few months.
First, i joined Y-Fitness as a consultant.
Too bad, it bankrupted.
But not that bad, i didn't lose much.
Instead, i make new friends.

Second, i continued my studies in SAE Malaysia after Y-Fitness bankrupted.
Not that bad as well.
I only missed 3 classes due to working in YF.
I managed quite well with my studies.
Assignment wise, not so attractive.
A lot of pending assignments.
=D
Which i don't think it's crucial.
When you study in a college that's handled by
a Man that's full of stories and coverlines and Lies.
I better not expose too much about it,
no matter what, i still study there.
As long as i hand in everything before i leave,
should not be a problem.

Thirdly,
I have really good friends.
I have a whole orgasmic MT10 that's good enough to chill out,
calm me down, make me happy and share everything with me.
Especially Khurishtophar and Jonzi and Dustin.
These three are the closest to me.
Not saying the the rest are not close to me.
I still feel orgasmic with them !
Maya, Mazz, Kel, Leng, Yee, Whackitt, Jeff, Mike, Inba, Erica, Adrian.

What else arr ...
The reason why i only update my blog once in a fucking blue moon
is becuz of this.
I don't know what to blog about anymore.
I can't comment about the government ( you know what i mean )
I no longer take random photos like last time that i can
blog about almost everyday.
So .. yea la ...

Oh yea ..
My dear WEV 1389 is being a fucking bitch lately.
How bitchy ?
Damn bitchy.
Luckily i still have my sis's car to use.
And at the same time i am keeping money to repair that bitch.
Everytime i try to save up money for better purposes,
WEV1389 will become a bitch.
Like last time, whenever i got my paycheck, it will go HAYWIRE.
Everytime. I'm Serious.
Now, im saving money for a new HP and a set of good Monitor Speakers.
And ....


Yes ! Congrats !
U won't the smartest people in the world award !
It is being a bitch again. =D
What to do, my bitch.
It give me the orgasmic driving pleasure.
Fair enough lah. hahaha.

Erm ...
Talking about my hp.
My friend (that's fixing it ) told me
" eh, your phone inside got fungus lah "
@_@
Gross shit.
So anyone knows any bangrah or nepali workers that want to buy phone.
Intro me to them.
My Fungus-kia 7610 is going for RM250. Non Nego.

By the waysssss,
I have a few things that i strongly recommend to my readers ( although only 1 of u maybe )

1st : Telefon Tel Aviv.
Is a 2 man band.
Doing electronic/ambient/experimental/chill out music.
Download/Buy ( if u can find ) the track named " Fahrenheit Fair Enough "
Start with this track, if you like it.
Download/Buy ( If you can find ) the whole collection consist of 4 albums.

2nd : Mute Math
A 4 man band.
Doing experimental/alternative/mild electronic band music.
Start with " You Are Mine "
Then download/buy ( If you can find ) the entire album.
Only have 1 album tho.

3rd : Jay Chou
A 1 man, no band singer.
Doing The Best Of Everything music.
His latest album Capricorn.
I only heard 2 tracks, but it's good enough.
Strongly Recommended
( Im his die-heart-hard fan. )

4th : Ramli Burger
Not the usual ramli burger you get from roadside.
This time, go to the nearest Giant, Tesco, Econsave, 99 speedmart & ETC.
Buy 1 pack of Ramli Burger meat.
Beef or chicken up to you.
If got pork, let me know.
Then, try to ask your parents if they have any Hennesy or Chivas
or any alcohol that you think that's suitable for cooking.

It's really easy to make.
First of all and OBVIOUSLY,
You heat up a kuali, wok, or pan.
Then, use marjerin/butter instead of cookin oil.
Then, put your Ramli meat on the pan or whatever cooking ware you use.
(Remember to Defrost before u do anything stupid)
Then ... flip here flip there for like 5 minutes ? ( depends on the api )
After the flipping and making sure both side also nicely cooked.
Pour in some liquor.
I don't know how much.
So please use your common sense.
Myself, i put in a lot.
Then, crack an egg onto the meat that's located on the pan
or whatever cooking ware that you are using.
Almost done.
You pandai pandai masak the egg.
Until you are happy.
Eat that piece of shit. =D
Put a slice of cheesedale on it if you want.

I think that's all for tonight.

Peezouts !

( After reading my own posting, i see a lot of grammar mistakes. )
So what ? fuck it ... im not from england.
I dont talk to impress. AHAHA.
Don't mind them mistakes.
Cuz Im still a great guy. =D

[ B i l l y S o n g P T . 2 ]

As promised,
more pictures from Billy's wedding dinner.
Not much tho.

Pictures consist of
: Nicholas Song , Candy ( Nic's gf ) , Jenna , Billy , Ng Ar Har , Tnesh & Kobee.

JK , tag yourself in. LOL. =)

[ T h o u g h t s ]

Law,
invented to ensure the society ?
or just an excuse to make more money ?

Money,
all roots of evil ?
or Human ?

God,
created human ?
or human ?
( no offense to anyone. )

[ B i l l y S o n g ]

Billy & Jenna's Wedding.

The stage, the venue. Approximately 130 tables.

Billy & Jenna.
I think it's a perfect match.


Take note : Vainity is striking.

Tnesh & Billy.
I think this could be a good poster for a Honky drama.

Need not to say. Obviously that's me.
There's a lot more poser shots.
But i think better keep them nicely in my hard disk.

This is the brotherhood of SMK Sultan Abdul Samad '04
that attended the dinner.
Some of them are missing. You know who you are.

These are the chicks of SMK Sultan Abdul Samad '04 + some of the Gfs.

So as you can see, most of us are single and very eligible bachelors. LOL
Anyone interested ?
=)

Talking about the dinner.
I would say this is the biggest wedding dinner i've attended in my entire life.
Why ?
Not because of having 130 tables.
There were this cool Harmonica Orchestral performance by a few youngsters. And they were really good.
After pampering the ears,
we get deserts for our visuals too.
There were this Acrobatic troupe all the way from China.
( Not Milk )
Cool , extreme , hardcore and award wining stunts were performed.
But their make up was thick. Couldn't tell if they're Hot.
Hahaha.

So yea , i guess that's about it.
Maybe there will be more photos uploaded.
So just wait.

Pizzaut.